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Nervous Holiday

by True Giant

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1.
I don't wanna go on all night and day waitin' on you to come back home only to go away I don't wanna love you I don't wanna love you in vain
2.
When I look at you, my love I see my last chance to escape this burning house but I only wanna dance in flickering light of a river of fire we can't swim in twice when I look at you I see something blue something strange enough it could be true I can find the place where the knife went through when you look at me, my love am I an avalanche or somebody looking back at you offering a hand? through flickering light of a river of fire we can't swim in twice when I look at you I see something blue something strange enough it could be true could you find the place where the knife went through? when I look at you I see something blue something strange enough it could be true if I put my hand would you put yours, too where the knife went through
3.
Memphis 06:01
I gotta get back out on that open road where the time don't ask and the big wind blows I could go on out on that long road til the wheels come off or my heart's gone cold I could hope for the best or drink til I shake waitin' on you to come back someday or I could go on out on the Great Plains I could stick around or I can leave today I just hope I got enough to get to Memphis then I'll have enough to Baton Rouge then I'll keep on riding west for Texas hell, I haven't got a single thing to lose what if my heart is weary now as it is restless? I just hope I got enough to get to Memphis I can forget the past and find someone else I can push so hard but only time will tell if that was just love that faded in a rearview mirror I gotta step away to see a little more clear I gotta step away to see the road, dear or I can burn out and mean nothin to no one I can say I tried when I was young I can lie to myself, but I know the truth is always gonna end up bleeding right through I just hope I got enough to get to Memphis then I'll have enough for Baton Rouge I'll keep on riding west for Texas hell, I haven't got a single thing to lose what if my heart is weary now as it is restless? I just hope I got enough to get to Memphis I just hope I got enough to get to Memphis then I'll have enough to Baton Rouge then I'll keep on riding west for Texas hell, I haven't got a single thing to lose what if my heart is weary now as it is restless? I just hope I got enough to get to Memphis
4.
Jane Marie lived in yesterday and she prayed to St. Christoper at night one morning she was here but left for the by and by that's when I see Jane in another light that's when I see Jane in another life what if Jane was young again today? who would say a prayer for her at night if she went out one morning and never said goodbye? that's when I see Jane in another light that's when I see Jane in another life Gone was Jane when tomorrow came and the men had no lunches for work no one was in the kitchen and wrinkles in the shirts that's when I see Jane in another light that's when I see Jane in another life Jane Marie lived in yesterday
5.
I cried last night in cold moonlight one thousand miles away from Franklin Street the doctor sighs says, "stay inside" nobody here has worked in weeks the shops downtown got boards on the doors and the mailman ain't singin' anymore and the heartaches came by the dozen and the tears keep comin' today I laughed some pain had passed had eyes as bright as sunlight hitting snow for those gone home to rest and all that lies ahead all the clowns on TV claim to know... everything to keep from yesterday while today the ballad box rots away and if tomorrow changes nothing let the tears keep comin' "it's finally dead" an old friend said when the hum of traffic disappeared but I bet the Lake is still blue as the loneliness is true looking through a cigar box of souvenirs if I make a tin can telephone would you talk to me as if we hadn't grown and there's nothin' that still means somethin' let the tears keep comin
6.
lyin' awake in the city of snakes with Great Lake water runnin' through my veins I'm being pulled away like pallets on the freight that labors by shakin' pictures off the walls and outta my mind I'm been' pulled away starin' at my feet on the hardwood floor thinkin' what's stashed beneath the boards... things I said and didn't mean and some photos that I took through stained glass eyes are scars like atoms on endless time I'm bein' pulled away you won't have to tell me twice I keep one foot out the door all night when the wind blows she's on my mind every year around this time after every storm and equinox time forges ahead and we pull back clocks winter is here and summer is never gone and I cashed out on all the cans I drained and went west on a nervous holiday I'm being pulled away you won't have to tell me twice I keep one foot out the door all night when the wind blows she's on my mind every year around this time lying' awake in the city of snakes with trains derailin' inside of my brain you won't have to tell me twice I keep one foot out the door all night when the wind blows she's on my mind every year around this time oo la lala, la lala, oo la lala, la lala
7.
one more time I tell myself I'll change while drugs run figure eights around my brain I ditch Walker back for Hiatt Street I think about folks who weather storms like me the snow don't fall the same off the Lake the cold cold wind don't blow quite the same mama, I'm alright. it's snowing on the gate city tonight folks line up to learn their ABCs to jettison their heads from one more week we're spinnin' out and strugglin' on the hills with breath like smoke off a copper still the snow don't fall the same off the Lake the cold cold wind don't blow quite the same mama, I'm alright. it's snowing on the gate city tonight
8.
are you cuttin' off the light?
9.
one more winter's snowdrifts and chilly springtime rain along with gutter garbage are running toward the drain and I relive a memory from a long time ago runnin' to the train in wet kitchen clothes passin' a woman on the street with a broken heart blowin' her nose and standing by a flower cart standin on the threshold of the future and the past time was turning slowly how the years crept up so fast I recall the cold and standing in the gangway just before I overdosed on New Year's Day thinkin' of the kid in the soggy cotton clothes with some quarters in a coffee can for a ticket home and if that woman from the street ever had a place to go
10.
11.
Fine Print 03:29
I've got bags beneath my shades like saggy gutters a day takes a week a month takes a year the table has a leg unlike the others spilled the last drop of the last bottle of cheer all my friends are sad and lonely seems everybody has lost their mind all the years we think will creep up slowly read like fine print in a contract there was no choice but to sign and there's your name right on that dotted line by now Saturday night is a burned out neon light silhouettes of old heads hangin' low another shot, a liver spot, and years come and go summer ends and then the afterglow all my friends are sad and lonely seems everybody has lost their mind all the years we think will creep up slowly read like fine print in a contract there was no choice by to sign and there's your name right on that dotted line

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released June 26, 2023

recorded and mixed by Jacob Beeson
written and produced by Garret Santora
mastered by Stephen Price
artwork by Justin Santora
additional engineering by Garret Santora

Every Year Around This Time and Gate City Snow mixed by Nick Fisher
engineered by Garret Santora

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